Borders and Long chats

Here I am again! lol. I am actually really starting to feel better now that I remembered to write here and after some long chats with Shannon and Jack recently. Dare I say it but I might be starting to feel like myself again. Working 2nd shift hours isn't doing much for my craft world and I have A LOT of projects to still finish and get out but I'm finally getting back into the swing of things and working on crafts instead of sleeping until noon. The first thing I am going to get this week when I get paid is a better alarm clock and start work on waking up and sleeping normal hours at night. I also plan on getting back to church this week although I am not sure where I will be attending. Any Suggestions???....I'm thinking maybe the church in girard that my sister was married at but I'm not sure. I need a church that makes me think and encouraged to learn more in faith and not just a "give me money" and repeat their sermons kind of church. I had finally found one but the pastor left in September and now they have switched their times so I'm looking for something with either a 10 or 11am service.
OK well I'm going to say enough with posting and I have to start getting ready for work today. Lets see what MCH holds in store for us today. :0)
Keep Smiling!

Phototastic weekend....

 My weekend so far had its up and downs but I think it was the weekend I needed to put my perspectives in place on where I need to go with my life.  Friday was an all-in-all OK day I guess. I spent most of the morning at home or in the doctors office and a little of that with Katie. Then because I was off work; I stopped in to visit Martha like promised. It was a pretty cheerful visit but not necessarily as fun as the last time. I kept it short like normal and then left when I knew Tinibean was out of work so we could make it to Rick and Erin's at a decent time. Now that visit was worth the drive because Natalie was all wound up and is crawling/walking EVERYWHERE now. It was funny because she actually spends more time head butting stuff instead of just lifting her head up to see where she is going so she doesn't run into stuff in the first place. We left there around maybe 9:30 so they could sleep before papers and Tina and I headed to eat'n Park where I had the best milkshake ever. lol. It was an Oreo milkshake and I sware it made my night. It even topped my spaghetti. lol. It was a pretty good night there after. We went to walmart to look for a gift for Kaylee and learned how stupid the greeters at walmart really are. Some guy with a huge bulky coat got away with stealing a bunch of stuff because he walked out behind Tina and i and when the alarms went off they serious searched out bags instead of this guys obviously mysterious coat. We would have said something when we realized it was him but honestly after they searched our bag of 4 items where were obviously paid for....they deserve what they got based on their stupidity. Don't get me wrong...in no way am I saying this is OK but seriously.... the coat was obvious!!!

Saturday was pretty cool as well in terms of spending time with my younger siblings. I did manage to sleep in but then around 2, I worked my way out to Girard to get Katie and Alex so we could take some photos of the cute couple. Alex ended up treating all of us to Lunch at Mike & D'Angelos and then we had a blast taking photos. We saw a total of 5 squirrels, an eagle, a tabby cat and 4 deer before the day was done. This was followed by Dairy Queen and Spaghetti dinner which ended in me leaving after my step dad semi-annoyed me. The rest of the night I spent with the rest of my younger siblings who surprisingly weren't to wound up. Then again it was 8pm when i got there. they did however get excited when they found out I brought cookies and Kaylee loved her present. It was funny because she waited over 45 minutes to open it because she didn't want to ask for scissors and when we asked Jalynn why Kaylee didn't open it; the 3 year old told us it was because she needed scissors. It was so cute and funny that I choked on my cookie.
Then really today all I did was go see a movie with Jack. SO I will tell you that Despicable Me is on my top 10 of the year! lol. It was so amazing and spending time with Jack again was fun as well. Although it wasn't a lot of time, it was awesome. Now its time for rest....lol. Actually I going to go call and chat with Jack for a little bit. If you were wondering about where I now know that life is leading me, I guess you will have to wait and see. I think I need to speak with those involved first before posting. I will however share some of the adorable pictures of Katie and Alex with you all.
Good Night and Keep Smiling!

Time....

Wow, until my sister said something to me tonight I had forgot about this blog. Thankfully I write all my passwords down so I can get back here. I don't really remember a whole lot about anything that has happened between writing this and the last blog I wrote so I am just going to say that it was a time of Hell and let you know that I am so thankful for everyone that stood by my side threw everything. Its wonderful to know that throughout my toughest times: I have people who will help me get back on my feet from the worst situations. Things are slowly coming around. I'm working again, Loving my family and friends and especially loving this time a year. The smells, colors and warm feeling. I guess I get all that from my mom though. lol.

Anyways.....Things are going ok here. I'm working on new projects and just finished making Thing 1 and 2 costumes for Tina and I at Halloween and i have also been working on making quilts out of the scraps I have in my house. Reading back, I can tell you that I am failing on my mission to not buy anything new until I get rid of the old so starting now I am going to make that my 2011 resolution. I am starting early. lol. Im trying to get everything in my life back and order really and its a slow process so everyone will just have to bare with me. 2011 should be a great year though so we are all looking forward to it!!!

Now back to sewing.

Keep Smiling!!!